Tag: Poetry

  • Genre Resistance

    Genre Resistance

    Rosslyn Boathouse: Genre Resistance (Geo Davis)
    Rosslyn Boathouse: Genre Resistance (Geo Davis)

    After a lengthy pause — a series of pauses, really, punctuated with intermittent updates — August 2022 marked my return to the challenge of *redacting Rosslyn* out of sprawling scrapbooks, flaneurial field notes, poetry and storytelling, lyric essays, monologues, and an avalanche of artifacts.

    One of the persistent questions that I’ve been exploring is whether or not there is a cogent (and compelling) way to weave sixteen and a half years into a single, cohesive composition, an engaging word-work worth sharing. (Truth be told, it’s actually more like twenty years since the preamble to our Rosslyn adventure is intricately interwoven with the decision to exit Manhattan and embrace our new life in Essex.)

    Ostensibly a memoir in trajectory and scope, this idiosyncratic experiment I call Rosslyn Redux is actually an anti-memoir in format and style. It’s an amalgam (my mind defaults to a book’s tidy vessel, though it’s proving overly confining in many respects) that bridges and blurs genres, that gathers heterogeneous ingredients and collages them, more buffet than entree. It’s an experiment in interstitial narrative, allowing the wholeness to emerge out of the fragments, not altogether unlike a mosaic. Or a montage. Or a sculpture… The space in-between the fragments becomes as important as the fragments themselves.

    My path forward is primarily bushwhacking. Chopping through and chopping out. Advancing by felling obstacles and skirting ravines. Navigating treetop to escarpment to promontory.

    Yes. No. And…

    My path forward is sculpting by removing. Collaging by reducing the shards to only the most relevant, discarding the rest, and then reassembling them in a “mobile” of… words.

    Yes, this intoxicatingly compelling process is also daunting. The repository of memories and essays and stories and poems and photographs and artifacts and drawings is so vast and so sprawling, that wrapping my arms around it is an almost hubristic aspiration. Obsession. Wrangling this rhizomic narrative into a tidy, chronological, page-to-page experience is at once enticing and daunting, sexy and scary, viable and perhaps beyond my capacity. But I must, I will give it one final push!

    What in the World is Genre Resistance?

    I probably mean this in the most manifesto-ing way that genres don’t exist. They don’t exist at all. They serve the needs of marketing, of academic specialization, even as modes of work, but in terms of meaning or content or associative formations they are like traffic lights—not so interesting and most adamantly not what we are doing today. Genres for me are just a way in which we are controlled, protected I suppose but I’m not a writer to be protected at all. — Eileen Myles (Source: The New Inquiry)

    Maybe this is why I’ve gravitated towards digital storytelling and blogging for so long. I don’t find it interesting to stay in my lane, to observe the rules of the road, etc. Blogging for me has been an opportunity for genre resistance since the beginning. It’s not journalism. It’s not memoir. It’s not fiction. It’s not poetry. For me. I’m not talking in overarching generalizations. Just my case. My experience. A direct-to-reader platform where I can play around and experiment and defy expectations and overlap genres and distort genres per the whims or needs of my moment, my message. And this doesn’t just go for word salad. It’s a visual salad too. A library, stage, and interactive interactive gallery. And more. Lately I’ve been experimenting with video. With audio. Experimenting. Exploring. No rules.

    This freedom to share our Rosslyn adventure per my mesmerizing muse, uninhibited, unbound, has been an exhilarating and liberating counterpoint to the often rigid structure, rules, and traditions that guided our historic rehabilitation. Untethered. Whimsical. Freestyle.

  • Sugar Fast, Break Fast

    Sugar Fast, Break Fast

    Sugar Fast, Break Fast (Source: Geo Davis)
    Sugar Fast, Break Fast (Source: Geo Davis)

    Almost a decade ago I tried my first booze-free challenge. The sacrifice and discipline were minimal and the rewards were ample. So I repeated it the following year launching a welcome annual ritual. I eventually added a sugar fast to the yearly reboot, and having just wrapped up my 2023 alcohol and sugar detox, this weekend was an opportunity to celebrate.

    Yesterday marked the conclusion of my 7th or 8th, maybe even my 9th “dry January”… For some sadomasochistic reason I’ve decided in recent years to add a sugar fast to alcohol abstention during the month of January, a timely recovery after the excesses of Thanksgiving-through-New Years… (Source: Midpoint Milestone: 6 Months Down, 6 Months to Go)

    With January expired and my sugar fast goal achieved it was time to break the fast with a sugar binge. A maple sugar binge (see above) followed by an absurd daylong gorging on dark chocolate. Shameful! And divine.

    Break Fast Haiku

    Sugar free five weeks;
    a maple syrup drizzled
    pancake breaks the fast.

    Sometimes it’s the simple things… Timely sweets. Maple syrup. Haiku. (Sometimes sugar cravings and poetry cravings go hand-in-hand!)

  • Autumn Twangs

    Autumn Twangs

    September Twangs, September 23, 2019, (Source: Geo Davis)
    September Twangs, September 23, 2019, (Source: Geo Davis)

    September Twangs Haiku

    Early morning light
    in mid-late, late September
    twangs like a banjo.

    Three years and two days ago, September 23, 2019, autumn light leapt the visual audio barrier shortly after sunrise. The moment, really a medley of moments, still resonates today. Cooling hues and crisper textures tickle nostalgia for fall foliage past, the sentimental tug of mornings, no, illuminations past, hollowed out, taught, ready to be plucked into song.

    Lyric longing. Morning luminescence. The icehouse dormant just beyond the basswood tree so recently. Now awakening. Coming to life just as autumn twangs, summer exists, winter rehearses.

    Falling Forward…

    A month from now, as autumn achieve’s its most dramatic, most colorful climax, childish charm inevitably gives way to the inevitable arrival of winter. In “Autumn Vibes”, the exuberance and optimism that twangs in the haiku above still linger but are already fading, resolving into the sweep of seasonality. Seasons come. Seasons go…

  • Autumn Vibes

    Autumn Vibes

    Autumn Vibes ⁣(Photo: R.P. Murphy)
    Autumn Vibes ⁣(Photo: R.P. Murphy)

    Sugar maples ablaze between the orchard, gardens, and barns. What a season! ⁣Thanks, Pam, for capturing the autumn vibes from this fun vantage point in the nearest of Rosslyn’s meadows.

    Although leaf peeping fiery fall foliage is inevitably and justifiably the cynosure this time of year, autumn vibes are aroused insubtler ways as well.

    Ripe apples and pears in the orchard. Grapes trellised along the fence line. Blueberry bushes blushing crimson. Squirrels hustling acorns into their winter larders. Deer, emboldened, arcing easily over the fence to forage the gardens and orchard. Canada geese chattering south in protean Vs, settling onto the lake or into the fields for the night…

    There are so many transitions to mark this mature season.

    And this year we have a new ritual this year: re-covering the high tunnel after months of open air gardening. New scissor doors will make air circulation and cooling convenient in the coming weeks when daytime solar gain can still be significant. And with a hint of good fortune we may even extend our growing season later than in the past. New experiment. New territory. New optimism. And the always new but familiar autumn vibes of light frost followed by heavy frost — gentle warning followed by mortal barrage — whittle dramatically away at the vegetable garden’s viability. But with the high tunnel it just might look a bit different this year. We hope so.

    Autumn Vibes Haiku

    Early the ash turns,
    now maples and blueberries,
    succession of leaves.
    — Geo Davis

    So recently I shared a still-ripening vision of autumn, similarly infused with lyric longing and luminescence, but less resigned, less resolved, perhaps less poignant. In “September Twangs” the micro poem wasn’t puerile, but it did sing with the intoxicating twang of exuberance and curiosity. The poem above, though a mere sliver of a season, nods to the inevitability of fall’s flourish fading. If the earlier haiku was a ginger, matinal perspective, a youthful perspective when autumn was just arriving, this October haiku is less twang and more the sound of fireworks fading. Perhaps a sonic boom echo-doppling into the forests and hills, perhaps a casdade of delicate cracklings decaying downward, twinkling sparks like celestial petals falling free of their blooms, bending toward gravity’s seductive beckon, then fluttering toward the placid lake’s watery mirror.

  • Midwinter Mending

    Midwinter Mending

    Midwinter Mending: repairing boathouse railing, December 22, 2021 (Photo: Cheri Phillips)
    Midwinter Mending: repairing boathouse railing, December 22, 2021 (Photo: Cheri Phillips)

    Sometimes it seems words can get in the way of our will and our wants. Often even. Sometimes words blur or over-focus or misrepresent… But they’re what we’ve got. And so it is that my morning words today, “Midwinter Mending”, endeavor to broadcast my will and want without blurring or over-focusing or misrepresenting. Allow, if you will, that these words are optimistic and matter-of-fact. An apt title for a tiny clutch of poetry that, like a seed perhaps, might germinate and flourish.

    Midwinter Mending Haiku

    A tiny building on Rosslyn’s waterfront. A tiny poem on a tiny moment like a threshold — midwinter, mid-repair — captured in a snapshot from a close friend. Probably a phone photo. A delicately distorted photo, watercolor-like in it’s impressionist abstraction, not altogether unlike stained glass that offers a fresh perspective on the familiar.

    Friend’s ferry photo:
    midwinter maintenance, mending
    our boathouse gangway.
    — Geo Davis

    I hope that this haiku will fertilize the Rosslyn boathouse rehab, accelerating its already delayed completion before Lake Champlain’s winds and rising waters and, possibly soon, her ice begin to battle with the dock house. I hope…

  • Generosity of Friends: Lemons from Afar

    Generosity of Friends: Lemons from Afar

    Generosity of Friends​: Lemons from Afar (Photo: Geo Davis)
    Generosity of Friends: Lemons from Afar (Photo: Geo Davis)

    Picture perfect lemons arranged in an enormous clay bowl. Layers of largess. The sweet tart citrus was a gift from a recent friend married to my former student of 25+ years. The ceramic vessel, wheel thrown by my godfather, OMC, in the 1970s and gifted to my mother was recently regifted to Susan and me. Perhaps the generosity of friends and family is one of the essential ingredients for what makes a house a home?

    Lemons from Afar

    Picked
    in January
    in California
    from his parents’ tree;
    packed
    into a duffle
    with clothes, toothbrush, and
    a few stems and leaves;
    gifted
    so nonchalantly
    four dozen lemons
    so ripe, so fragrant.
    Smiling…
    “The silver lining —
    my clothes smell fresh and
    citrusy,” he laughed.

    Such abundance invites further generosity, so Susan and I have been regifting lemons to others. It’s super satisfying to extend the ripple effect, the generosity of friends multiplied. Especially with a glass of fresh squeezed lemonade!

  • Slightly Off-kilter

    Slightly Off-kilter

    Slightly Off-kilter: West Elevation, Interior Structural Cladding (Photo R.P. Murphy)
    Slightly Off-kilter: West Elevation, Interior Structural Cladding (Photo R.P. Murphy)

    Another milestone. Interior structural cladding of the west wall is now complete. This will please the engineer. And this, in turn, pleases me. Even when the photograph, subtly askew, causes me to question perspective, to reach out for the countertop, steadying myself. It’s as if I’ve been sailing and, stepping ashore, I need to pause a moment, swap sea legs for earthier pegs. Or a touch too much grog at lunch?!?!


    Slightly off-kilter,
    listing and ungravitied,
    far-flung photographs.

    A quick post today to document yet another important step forward. I actually have several other posts in the works, meatier posts, but completion so far is eluding me. Something to do with perspective, I think. Or proximity, perhaps. Tomorrow, I’ll make more headway. For now I will yield to the listing and bid adieu, conclude this pre-Friday the 13th slightly off-kilter…

  • On the Level

    On the Level

    On the Level (Photo: R.P. Murphy)
    On the Level (Photo: R.P. Murphy)

    On the level, both literally and figuratively, this first full day at home has been invigorating and encouraging. As I’ve mentioned elsewhere, there are several concurrent projects in the works. Inside and outside. Home and outbuildings. Plenty of potential for discombobulation… But, by in large, this impromptu return to Rosslyn has been profoundly positive.

    The poem below, “On the Level“, and the photograph above reflect the reassurance that I’m encountering, the confidence and conviction that are flowing back in after ebbing. As so often in the past, I’m reminded that it is Rosslyn who caretakes us rather than the other way around.

    On the Level

    It has been thirty hours
    since I was transported —
    by car, plane, ferry boat,
    abrupt imperative,
    and overprotective
    compulsion — to Rosslyn.

    A preternatural,
    primal homing instinct,
    a tenderness I thought
    had faded years ago
    from wandering wonders
    and wondering wanders,

    awakened abruptly —
    vigorous, protective,
    and hell-bent on action —
    decluttering my head
    and whetting my resolve
    to salve and to safeguard.

    A day and change into
    hibernal homecoming —
    reviewing, revising,
    and, yes, celebrating
    significant progress —
    apprehension abates,

    optimism returns,
    and waves of gratitude
    echo the lake’s lapping
    against Rosslyn’s sea wall
    where a few months from now
    summer will patina

    winter tribulations,
    gentling jagged edges
    like sandy beach churned glass,
    and the handsome highlights
    will outshine the shadows
    and glow up the journey.

    In the photo above (actually a still from a 360° video that I intend to share on Instagram) Pam and Hroth, laser leveled the interior perimeter of the icehouse just below the intersection of the roof rafters with the north and south walls. There are a couple of quirky details that we still need to work out as we fine-tune trim details, but the good news is that this old building has held up remarkably well. On the level, there’s plenty of optimism, despite inevitable setbacks.

  • Daydream Retrieving

    Daydream Retrieving

    Daydream Retrieving (Source: Geo Davis)
    Daydream Retrieving (Source: Geo Davis)

    Sleeping Dog Haiku

    Lie, sleeping dog, lie,
    postprandial, snooze-barking,
    daydream retrieving.
                                   — Geo Davis

    When the hurly-burly and the kaleidoscopic cascade of commitments collapse into one another (and seeing through the turmoil requires a periscope) life hands us little reminders to catch our breath.

    Reminders like Carley, sleeping at my feet in the reading nook outside my study.

    Daydream Retrieving

    Unplug. Reset. (Source: Geo Davis)
    Unplug. Reset. (Source: Geo Davis)

    That last line of the haiku, “daydream retrieving”, is a timely tickle too. Perhaps the perfect mindfulness meditation for hammocking on a Friday afternoon. And that, a hammock, is another one those little reminders. Breathe. Inhale. Exhale. Daydream!

    Enjoy your Friday evening. Revitalize over the weekend. And squeeze in a nap. Or three.

  • Raccoon Skull Haiku

    Raccoon Skull Haiku

    Raccoon Skull (Source: Geo Davis)​
    Raccoon Skull (Source: Geo Davis)

    Plain as cuspid skull,
    winter’s lumbering bandit,
    furred, furtive, no more.

    Sometime poems, even haiku, compose themselves. Or nearly so.

    When I reached out to ask if anyone recognized the skull that appeared mysteriously behind the carriage barn recently, I received several helpful responses. Joel (@mountain_man_fur) and Heather (@evergreen_lakeside_living) were the most prompt and the most decisive. Raccoon. The skull was once the proud noggin of a raccoon (Procyon lotor). Some quick research cross referencing visuals, and I agreed.

    This sent me digging back into our trail cam photos and videos from last fall, winter, and spring.

    Rosslyn Raccoon (Source: Geo Davis)​
    Rosslyn Raccoon (Source: Geo Davis)

    I included a mini video on Instagram. Portly raccoon swaggering, lumbering into and past the camera.

    At root, this is a memento mori, of sorts. A reminder of the fleeting gift of mortality. Won’t dwell in that further now. Instead I’ll close with the first visual to confirm the raccoon hypothesis.

  • Wavy Window Glass

    Wavy Window Glass

    Wavy Window Glass (Source: Geo Davis)
    Wavy Window Glass (Source: Geo Davis)

    I find something whimsical and intriguing about looking through o-o-old windows. Antique panes of glass. Wavy window glass that subtly distorts and dream-ifies the view.

    Another more Apollonian observer might consider this riffled reality discomfiting, unsettling. But wonder wells within me when grandfatherly glass slumps and swirls. It’s like a watercolor. An impressionist painting. A mirage. It invites the viewer’s curiosity and creativity to complete the image. To co-create the illusion.

    Wavy window glass,
    swirling, curling, rippling glass,
    my undulant muse.
    — Geo Davis

    I shared this sentiment more succinctly here:

    https://www.instagram.com/p/CS4NqFvrpG9/

    The image appeared more playful in small format on my phone. More watery. Less geometric, the grid of the screen secondary to the semicircular whirl of once molten glass. But, akin to the impetus for this post, the discrepancy between smartphone and desktop images can be surprising and unpredictable. So rather than retracting the coupling of my “Wavy Window Glass Haiku” with a pic poorly illustrative of the idea I’d wished to convey, I’ll tease it bit further here. I’ll try to dilate the notion enough to demonstrate the relevance to Rosslyn Redux.

    Wavy Window Glass Muse

    From my earliest encounters with this property, Rosslyn emerged as something more than the name of a few old buildings on an historic waterfront. Rosslyn loomed larger than bricks and mortar and slate and sagging floors. Rosslyn was a real and overarching character — an anthropomorphic entity akin to a living, breathing human being — that both Susan and I both recognized and admired.

    We’ve often joked that Rosslyn seduced us.

    Yes, projection.

    But you know what? She did. Rosslyn seduced us.

    From the get-go we both yielded to this benevolent force. We were smitten, willingly and unreservedly. And our bearings blurred. The reason(s) we purchased the property, uprooted ourselves from Manhattan, transplanted our small family of three (Susan, Tasha, and your faithful scribe) to Essex began to evolve. Our objectives wavered — no, more like shimmered the way a mirage does, at once enticing and confusing — and our vision meandered from the clarity we’d identified at the outset. Rosslyn swept us into a kaleidoscopic adventure as burgeoning and unpredictable as it was engrossing.

    A decade and a half after we purchased Rosslyn, we’re still in her thrall despite an original timely of 2-4 years. That’s right, at the outset we saw this chapter of our lives as a tidy interval. A recuperative ellipse. Ha!

    In virtually all respects our love affair with Rosslyn has enriched our marriage and lives among family and friends. She has provided generously and faithfully for us. And we consider her a being, a member of our small family (Susan, Carley, Rosslyn, and yours truly).

    Where exactly am I going with this?

    While I won’t put words in Susan’s mouth (nor Carley’s, for that matter) I’m 100% certain that Rosslyn became my muse. Yes, I’m proposing manse as muse. And a beguiling and mysterious muse, I might add.

    Rosslyn’s wavy window glass serves as suitable symbol for muse who wove her way into our lives.

    I’ve likened peering through old glass to looking at a watercolor. The image adorning the top of this post (and an idea I’ll revisit fleetingly in tomorrow’s blog post, “Backcountry Barns”) play with watercoloring’s romantic expressionism. In my opinion, watercolor is compelling in large part due to its evocative, emotional appeal. Less duty-bound to verisimilitude, I find that a well executed watercolor is an invitation to wonder, an invitation to collaborate with the artist, and to enter into a protean partnership with creator and creation. Watercolor is less object than lens, less product than process.

    Much like her wavy window glass, Rosslyn as muse has welcomed whimsy into our journey and relationship with her. As such she’s been an immensely inspiring and encouraging mentor. She’s encouraged us to see home and family and community differently. She’s helped us reimagine our relationships with all three.

    I’ve distilled too little and wandered too much in this post, so I’ll curtail my mental roving. In closing I’d like to share a couple of useful snippets.

    Hand-Blown Glass

    If you’re unfamiliar with wavy glass, the simplest explanation for it’s unusual character is that it was hand-blown.

    For years, the only glass available was hand-blown glass… A local glass worker would blow the glass on a rod and spin it into discs which when cooled could be cut into small pieces. (Source: The Craftsman Blog)

    Pre-industrial, hand made glass retained interesting artifacts unique to its fabrication process. Here’s a more detailed explanation.

    Wavy glass is the “cool-looking” glass commonly found in older window panes, doors, and furniture built prior to the early 1900s.

    Generally, the further back in history you go, the wavier the glass is. As craftsmen improved their methods over time, the wave and distortion became less apparent.

    Early manufacture of glass involved single sheets of glass manufactured by a craftsman by blowing through a tube, resulting in tiny bubbles called seeds.

    As a result, glass produced in the 1700s tends to have more distortion than glass produced in the 1800s. In the early 1900s, increasing industrial advances led to machine-produced glass. This glass, while less wavy, still had imperfections and was widely used in the United States cities in the early 1900s. (Source: Pioneer Glass)

    You’ll never look at an old pane of wavy window glass the same way again!

  • Rainbow Resonance

    Rainbow Resonance

    Rainbow Resonance, August 18, 2020 (Photo: Geo Davis)
    Rainbow Resonance, August 18, 2020 (Photo: Geo Davis)

    Perhaps a purist will scoff, a musicologist for example, when I hitch a rainbow (a double rainbow) to resonance. But I’ll claim poetic license long enough to sneak past the physics police or whoever else patrols these matters. Rainbow resonance isn’t just a pleasantly alliterative title for this post. It’s an observation. Rainbows — witnessed in person, via image, or in words — resonate. They reverberate. Visual reverberation, visual resonance. I’ll defer to the more scientifically inclined to explain why this phenomenon is true. I’ll simply assert it. Rainbow resonance is real. Spy a rainbow, and you instantly want to convey it through some form of communication.

    “Hey, look. A rainbow!”

    Or you snap a photo, text it to your beloved.

    Maybe you pen a poem or paint a watercolor or compose a song…

    On August 18, 2020 I witnessed and romanced this rainbow from Rosslyn’s lawn and then from our waterfront. I snapped a photo and typed a quick haiku. And then I shared them. Rainbow resonance. It’s real.

    Rainbow Resonance: Haiku

    Here’s the arresting impossibility of a double rainbow distilled into as few words as possible, lest the words occlude the vibrant arcs.

    Iris arcing her
    opulent salutation
    ‘tween earth and ether.

    Perhaps this is a nod to Pablo Neruda.

    Dónde termina el arco iris,
    en tu alma o en el horizonte?
    
    Where does the rainbow end,
    in your soul or on the horizon?
    
    — Pablo Neruda, Libro de las Preguntas (Book of Questions)

    Or perhaps this is just a haiku nodding at a double rainbow…

    Rosslyn Rainbow Resonance, August 18, 2020 (Photo: Geo Davis)
    Rosslyn Rainbow Resonance, August 18, 2020 (Photo: Geo Davis)

    Rainbow Reverb: Social Media

    Sometimes a thought, image, or video posted onto social media drifts briefly and then vanishes. Short lived. A non event. A message whispered into the chasm, swallowed by the wind and water and a mesmerizing murmuration.

    Once in a while a message is timely or touching, a lucky capture, or for some other mysterious reason finds its target. Again and again. Reverberating. Resonant. These moments can be affirming and beautiful.

    When I shared the rainbow over Lake Champlain photograph at the top of this post (and below) on Instagram, Facebook, and Twitter on August 18, 2020 I was pleasantly surprised with the feedback. I include all three posts as an effort to interweave some of the most compelling comments. Enjoy.

    https://www.instagram.com/p/CEDew4QJG4i/

    https://www.twitter.com/RosslynRedux/status/1295915240421502977

    Click on this Facebook link to view the original FB post (or add the following URL into your browser.)

    https://www.facebook.com/rosslynredux/photos/a.193160807397700/3188013817912369/

    Thanks!